7. Who I Am!
Since the age of about 5, I have always been fascinated with why we are here, and who am I really! I felt that while I was in this world, I was not necessarily of this world!
On occasions, I strangely felt like stepping out of my skin, to break free of this physical body! I never truly understood this sensation.
Today, nothing has really changed, with the exception that I 'know' with greater clarity our world is greater than our eyes can see, our ears can hear, and our mind can possibly comprehend.
On my birthday last year, I wrote a poem about who I believe 'I Am', and what I believe you and every life form is. Some of you may already read it.
It attempts to describe that we are all in an eternal dance with life with no beginning and no end, that we are on a never-ending journey, and as I intimate below "where deathlessness inhabits in perpetuity"...
Nurture delicately birthlessness’s beauty
Unseen by naked eyes, sensate surrounded by unconquerable light
Embrace that expanses immeasurably beyond timeless conception
Evoke chiming bells tinkering internal
Voiced in vacuumed solitude of seduction
Flowered by yearnings whispering within spaces of breath
Dance in sacred swathe to a placeless centre where fire and water fuse
Enveloped by songs of winds roaring with serene rhapsody
Speckled with coloured flashes of boundless illuminated white essence
Ageless ancestors wedded to our soul
Whose insight supplants eyesight
Where deathlessness inhabits in perpetuity
Inescapably interlocked in matrimonial’s matrix of divinity
Sacredness’ womb extinguishes duplicitous falsehoods
Wordless language of truth exhumed into echoing brightness
Exodus the afterglow of sorrows from declayed ashes of time
Bathed and cleansed by kaleidoscopic gold streams
Where waterless rivers awaken to the rhythm of surrender
Separation, fears and doubts now non-vocabularised
Integration is disintegration’s return to wholeness
Fulfilment infinitely assured