4. Into The Arms Of Home
Towards the end of last year, I 'penned' a poem when I was feeling somewhat vulnerable, disillusioned, and the false belief that I had been abandoned or unworthy of 'life'. We've all been there at some point in our life.
But I know deep within that life never really abandons you. It's more, for perhaps unknown or unrevealed reasons, you abandon it!
I find it rather ironic that now that I think I have worked out what life is about, it is to be stripped away. On the surface, it may seem unfair, but these days I try not to judge it - it is what it is!
I now endeavour to enjoy each and every moment because that's all there really is! I try not to look too far ahead, or look back on any regrets in life. Everything is truly perfect just the way things are now in my life, and in yours.
Some of you may have already read the following poem entitled "Into the arms of home". To those who are reading it for the first time, I hope you enjoy it.
Crystallised lips which no longer speak
Abandoned by faith without a farewell kiss?
Unworthy of life you’ve made me feel
Without you near how can I heal?
Stillness rattles silent screams of despair
Teardrops melt lightly upon the tips of my hair
Sadness sheltered by the warmth of playful skies
Approaching the place where angels fly
Forgotten memories awaken heightened senses
Strained heart moans, where is the fairness?
Odoured emotions swim from trenches’ depths
To the edge of my abyss I despondently step
Fossilised key misplaced to open keyless door to awakening
Down on bloodied knees on the day of reckoning
Heartache in heartland where king of kings lives
Until the final breath I will always forgive
Return to the original place of baptism
Liberated soon from my personal prison
Bolts of flashlight reverently revealed
Is that you I feel now unconcealed?
Take me away from my rattling bones
To a place I am whole and into the arms of home
Angels trumpeting soon away I go
I will see you again where day and night unite,
That I know